Defying Gravity - Wicked

Its been a while.

Its been a while since I wanted, no, needed something so badly until I feel like I am out of breath. Until I feel like when I get it, that's it. I am ready for my world to end.

It has been a while since that happened.

Was talking to the Higher Authorities about doing something that requires a person to be passionate and I come up empty as I try and fill the blanks that seem to stare at me from the very sound of it.

"What are you passionate about, Poet? What is it?"

What once made you toss and turn in bed because you could not sleep? What made your heart beat that much faster and an ugly lump rises to your throat because your brain is so filled, so soaked, so saturated with it that you cannot push it aside. It dances at the corners of your eyes, somersaults on the back burners of your brain and writes, no, tattoos onto your hands, your fingers, your arms.

But what is it? 


Hell if I know.


If I actually knew what it was, do you think I would  be writing this right now?

heh


On a completely unrelated note, I'm watching a beautiful lakeside view and hearing birds chatter from the comfort of computer screen on this website. For an even more enjoyable experience, press either "F11" on PC or "CMD + Shift + F" for Mac. Thanks, Lifehacker.com for this link.

And no, this is NOT an advertorial. Just thought its a pretty nice way to relax, that's all.

If you can't tell, I am at work on the last working day of the month AND I have to stay until 6p.m. FML indeed.